(you dont see bulls or roosters trying) to fuck do you? no, I didn't think so. Women you will always be under men. Its been seen throughout nature, males are almost always doing the dangerous shit while the women stay back. Its your animal instincts, deal with it or commit suicide, just do it quick. That's all for now. -- 5/20/98


If you recall your history the Nazis came up with a "final solution" to the Jewish problem... kill them all. Well in case you haven't figured it out yet, I say, "K I L L M A N K I N D" no one should survive. We all live in lies. People are saying they want to live in a perfect society, well utopia does not exist. It is human to have flaws. You know what, Fuck it. Why should I have to explain myself to you survivors when half of the shit I say you shitheads wont understand and if you can then woopie fucking do. That just means you have something to say as my reason for killing. and the majority of the audience won't even understand my motives either! They'll say "ah, he's crazy, he's insane, oh well, I wonder if the bulls won." You see! It's fucking worthless! All you fuckers should die! DIE! What the fuck is the point if only some people see what I am saying, there will always be ones who dont, ones that are too dumb or naive or ignorant or just plain retarded. If I can't pound it into every single person's head then it is pointless. Fuck money Fuck justice Fuck morals Fuck civilized Fuck rules Fuck laws... DIE manmade words...people think they apply to everything when they dont/cant. There's no such thing as True Good or True Evil, it's all relative to the observer. It's just all nature, chemistry, and math. Deal with it. But since dealing with it seems impossible for mankind, since we have to slap warning labels on nature, then... you die. burn, melt, evaporate, decay, just go the fuck away!!!! YAAAAAH!!!! - 6/12/98-

Eric finishes off his previous entry with an admonishment of women. I can't even imagine what his thoughts would be with our modern world and gender politics. He then says that his prescription for humanity is the same as the Germans solution to the Jewish question. He is very clear: "KILL MANKIND - no one should survive". The idea that utopia can never exist and that humans, as part of their nature, are flawed, are probably pretty widely held views in the general populous. I like how he says he shouldn't even be explaining himself because most people won't understand his motives anyway.... and if you do then whoop dee do. He seems to think that if he cannot bring every single human around to his point of view than nobody deserves to survive. Eric talks about his belief in moral relativism and that there is no universal framework from which to determine if an action is "good" or "evil". Do beliefs like this allow an individual to commit (what general society would consider) atrocities without feeling like they are committing an evil act? Or a better question would be: Does having a defined value system of good and evil prevent some people from committing terrible acts?