(they should be using their brain on) more important things. The human race isn't worth fighting for anymore. WWII was the last war worth fighting and was the last time human life and human brains did any good and made us proud. Now, with the government having scandals and conspiracies all over the fucking place and lying to everyone all the time and with worthless pointless mindless disgraceful TV shows on (scratched out-possibly TV) and with everyone ub-fucking-sessed with hollywood and beauty and fame and glamour and politics and anything famous, people just arent worth saving. Society may not realize what is happening but I have; you go to school, to get used to studying and learning how you're "supposed to" so that drains or filters out a little bit of human nature. But that's after your parents taught you what's right and wrong even though you may think differently, you still must follow the rules. After school you are expected to get a job and go to college, to have more of your human nature blown out of your ass. Society tries to make everyone act the same by burying all human nature and instincts. That's what school, laws, jobs, and parents do. If they realize it or not and them, the few, who stick to their natural instincts are casted out as psychos or lunatics or strangers or just plain different. Crazy, strange, weird, wild, these words are not bad or degrading. If humans were let to live how we would naturally, it would be chaos and anarchy and the human race wouldn't probably last that long, but hey guess what, that's how it's supposed to be!!!!! Society and governments are only created to have order and calmness, which is exactly the opposite of pure human nature. Take away all your laws and morals and just see what you can do. If the government was one entity it would be thinking "hey, lets make some order here and calm these crazy fucks down so we can be constructive and fight other governments in our own little so called self created "civilized world" and get rid of all those damn instincts everyone has" well shit I'm to tired write anymore tonight, so until next time, fuck you all -- 5/6/98
I have to say that even writing this years after Eric wrote I agree with his assessment that WW2 was the last time American society was truly focused. Eric talks about governments and the corruption and bureaucratic misconduct which have crippled them. Many governments exist to serve themselves and operate with impunity regardless of the decisions they make. As Eric rightly points out, systems are set up to mold individuals, specifically school age children into thinking in a specific way. Acting or thinking in a different way can often lead to individuals being labeled as dissidents or conspiracy theorists. Eric says that if humans were just left to live by their nature that the human race would die out very quickly and that that is the way that it's supposed to be. I don't want to sound bias, but I am a member of the human race, and I really hope that any ending where humanity dies off quickly is not "the way its supposed to be". I love Erics sign off of this this entry, he is directly addressing me and you, the people reading it and even though he has no idea who we are he has a message for us: "So until next time... fuck you all".