Once I finally start my killing, keep this in mind, there are probably about 100 people max in the school alone who I dont want to die, the rest, MUST FUCKING DIE! If I didnt like you or if you pissed me off and lived through my attacks, consider yourself one lucky god damn NIGGER. Pity that a lot of the dead will be a waste in someways, like dead hot chicks who were still bitches, they could have been good fucks. Oh well, too fucking bad. Life isnt fair... not by a long fuckin shot when I’m at the wheel, too. God I want to torch and level everything in this whole fucking area but Bombs of that size are hard to make, and plus I would need a fuckin fully loaded A-10 to get every store on wadsworth and all the buildings downtown. Heh, Imagine THAT ya fuckers, picture half of denver on fire just from me and Vodka. napalm on sides of skyscrapers and car garages blowing up from exploded gas tanks.... oh man that would be beautiful. -- 10/23/98
You know what, I feel like telling about lies. I lie a lot. almost constant. and to everybody, just to keep my own ass out of the water. and by the way (side note) I dont think I am doing this for attention, as some people may think. lets see, what are some big lies I have told; "yeah I stopped smoking," "for doing it not for getting caught," "no I'm havent been making more bombs," "no I wouldn't do that," and of course, countless of other ones, and yeah I know that I hate liers and I am one myself, oh fucking well. It's ok If I am a hypocrite, but no one else. because I am higher then you people, no matter what you say if you disagree I would shoot you And I am one racist mother fucker too, fuck the niggers and spics and chinks, unless they are cool, but sometimes they are so fucking retarded they deserve to be ripped on. Some people go through life begging to be shot. and white fucks are just the same. If I could nuke the world I would, because so far I hate you all. There are probly around 10 people I wouldn't want to die, but hey, whoever said life is fair should be shot like the others too. - 11/1/98
After saying that he would only spare 5 total people out of the global population he now says there are probably 100 people just in his school that he doesn't want to die. Eric comments on how he sees killing attractive women as a waste. He expounds on his plans and talks about a large scale attack on the city of Denver and the surrounding areas. In the next entry he reflects on lying and his own life. He talks about all of the lies that he tells just to maintain a facade of normalcy in his life. I have always found this quote illustrative of how I think about Eric as a person: "It's ok If I am a hypocrite, but no one else. because I am higher than you people". He also lets us know that he is a racist and then proceeds to not discriminate based on race and treat all races equally. He finishes up by once again saying there are about 10 people total he doesn't want to die and adding some doodles on the bottom.